Last Week ( A terrible week for me!)

Dear A. Jasper

It's a last week for write a journal. It's last week for me to write everythings or explain everythings that I had in my period. A last week must be a week that finished by a good journal or good news. First time I hope that It must be good but It's not. It's started on Monday. I absent a torts class for send my girlfriend back to her province. She's nurse and her college had finished final exam and go for vacation three weeks. I sent her at national bus station. I arrived at half past three. She buy a ticket and I waiting for her. We waiting together because a time to go is on quater to eight. It's to long for waiting so My girlfriend invited me to shopping around that area.
We bought a joker vcd and a lot of donuts from mister donut because Her province no department store. She's from Nongkhai province. It's on a top in northeast of Thailand but she's so beautiful!. And I sent her into a bus and say goodbye to her. It's romantic for me but a many eyes fo people in a bus looking on me. It's make me shy and love her too much. I get out from national bus station at eight p.m. It's first time for me to go home by a national bus. It's past my village. I know that by a bus driver invited me to his bus so I believe him because It's a bus in a way of Bangkok to Chachengsao Province.this way past Minburi district so I can go by this bus. I arrived home at half past nine p.m. I explained like a same journal that I have to write but In a same day of me a crisis situation had started and just finished with death.
In a period of me when I fifnished sent her back I had a sense that my thumb bit my bag and a blood had a lot so I picked a plaster to stop a blood. I didn't think that It' a same time to know that my close junior had died. I know this news when I came home and Pookluk (my junior) called to me and told that Lalita had died at four p.m. Pookluk told me with a tears. First time I asked her three times that It's a joke? or she justkidding? but she told me strongly and I felt down and deep sorrow. When I finished talikng a cell phone, I didn't slept because I worried about this news. A relationship between Lalita and me be good. I know her when she came to jioned a Thai Musical Club of Triamudomsuksanomkloa school. I recieve her resume for interview her in a next round.
She told me that I can't play an instrument but I will tried to play because of She like to improve this club to be famous in this school so I got her to my club and percussion is her position. She never complained that I gave a percussion lesson to her. We started for prepare a band at three p.m. and finished at half past five. I think that I'm a last person in this room but I see her practise only one. First debut We finished with a good feedback from a teacher and many student. everytimes before debut We think that percussion is a problem because It's very hard for an ameture but she can do. We surprise too much!. Lalita is friendly for everybody she think positive in every problems. She used to told me that she want to study in a subject of engineering I didn't agree with her because She had a specialized in drawing so I told her that She should study in Architecture subject. I had to play msn chatting to her last two week. She told me that she study at Kasetsart University in a Faculty of Agriculture Engineering. And I gave a wish to her that "Get A in every subject". and she died in this week.
She rode a motorbike had an accident with her boyfriend and a truck crashed her and her boyfriend infront of her university. She died instantly in the age of nineteenth. She had died on Monday the fourth at four p.m. She rode a motorbike because her bag was lost somewhere in her university and she invite his boyfriend to go with her and died together. On Saturday I had to go at her funeral. This day is a last day for show respect for her funeral and burn her body.
Everybody felt sadness but I saw her father and her mother. I think they felt deep sorrow both. Her father is a navy military.He didn't cry like his wife but I know that his heart have cry and sadly because In Thai tradition Father and Mother of a death can't come to say goodbye nearly a grave but a son or dauther can't do that but I saw her mother come to say goodbye her. so I pray for her that I want her to go to a highest heaven and be an angel for protect her family and everybody. for this I know to safe my life for driving a car and all
vihecal. All miss you and Your good habit is in a remember of All. Sleep well and forever





(P'Aom) Atipthai K.