Just only a few days, it’s going to be my mom’s birthday!
I don’t really know what to give her now because she never tells me. This weekend I spent like whole day thinking about the present for my mom. Gosh! It is so hard.
Last night I came home late, but I looked for the present on the internet also.
Then I remembered the poems that my sister wrote for this occasion. I always forgot about that. Where is that?
Then I found my favorite one on the PC. My sister said it was her first time writing poems for someone she really love and care about. Moreover she thought it sounds like funky poems for her.
When you are called “Mom”
For almost 50 years,
You’ve been called so many names
With tons of responsibilities
Though you have only one aim
What do you think about your children?
Are they really insane?
Every time they start yelling
Everyday should have so much pain.
Are you dreaming about their future?
Because they’re growing up each day
They’re stronger, you’re weaker
There’re something they wanna say
How are you feeling now?
Are you getting tired of us?
Whenever you see we love you
We will be the one you can trust
Mama you are our heart
Mama you are our soul
Mama you are our lives
Mama you’re everything you should know
For this special event
Pretty mom we wanna say
Take care of your health mommy
Don’t use too much hairspray
Please have breakfast every morning
Don’t watch TV too late
Charge your phone before you sleep
Pray to God before going to bed
Mom, you shouldn’t be grumpy
It’ll cause your migraine
Just let it go and let it be
You’ll see that’s not the end
We’ll try my best for you
We’ll reach the goal for you
We’ll be good people for you
And of course, “We love you!!”
Niki Kamlangwan
December 16 ,2007.
I’m trying to choose the ideal gift for Mom can be anything but easy!
So, how can I show my appreciation to someone who has done so much for me? I’m thinking about Mom's hobbies and interests. Not only thoughtful, it is also bound to give her lots of enjoyment!
What about the Mom who has everything? Well, with a little careful research, finding the right gift for Mom can be easy.
Often, you can simply go shopping with my Mom to learn what she would appreciate as a gift. what she's been hinting for ?!
I think another idea for present is making picture mixing with the poems!!
Goodness!! Why my brain is working so slowly.
While we don't need a special day to celebrate Mom and all the good things she has done for us, there is no specific event which is dedicated to Moms. The gift is that say "I love you" at any time of the year. Of course I do it every single day and I mean it!!
12/23/07
12/2/07
Don't cry my friend!...(The fifth Week)
To. A. Jasper
This week, The last rain of raining season had gone. The winter is coming. It was rained heavily. When it started i was in my home in Kanchanaburi and as always I was astonished with the beauty of the rain. I love to bathe in rain water.. but Wednesday I could not, ’cause I had a class so I must drove a car before ten o' clock. The rhythm of rain, the blurred visual of everything, the sky the became darker and darker… all of these have a wonderful and uncomparable beauty.
On Wednesday, I didn't came to ABAC because I had a critical situation. The situation is about My friend in my faculty had suffered a terrible accident today. his right leg is broken, tormented. It was a football match and he got injured there.. i don’t know why he has to be the one to be in trouble always! I was not in the place where the accident occurred. Nuttaphong called me after this at 6 pm. It had been raining from morning. I almost ran to Vejthani hospital just after recieving the info. And… the condition of Nuttaphong is terrible. I’ve never heard him screaming in pain, this is the first time… the bone in between knee and foot is completely broken. Doctor gave him a plaster and probably gonna operate soon.
This accident has a deep impact as we are now on the verge of our graduation and has to start searching for his work within a very short time. I don’t know yet how much time it would take to get him recovered. What already happened can’t be altered but he has to get well soon… very soon.
I spend that day at Vejthani hospital- cabin no. 1305; where Nutthaphong is getting treatment. Doctor said he’s going to operate on tomorrow at 2 pm and 2 bags of blood should be available. Yes, we confirmed it. Suchao has came from ABAC and people kept coming. We were making fun as we know this accident should be faced with courage. Nothing gonna happen to Nuthhaphong and he’s gonna be okay within 84 days.
The Dean of Faculty of Law came and told not to worry about missing quizes and other academic activities. And hearing this I got more worried. I don’t trust this person.
This week, The last rain of raining season had gone. The winter is coming. It was rained heavily. When it started i was in my home in Kanchanaburi and as always I was astonished with the beauty of the rain. I love to bathe in rain water.. but Wednesday I could not, ’cause I had a class so I must drove a car before ten o' clock. The rhythm of rain, the blurred visual of everything, the sky the became darker and darker… all of these have a wonderful and uncomparable beauty.
On Wednesday, I didn't came to ABAC because I had a critical situation. The situation is about My friend in my faculty had suffered a terrible accident today. his right leg is broken, tormented. It was a football match and he got injured there.. i don’t know why he has to be the one to be in trouble always! I was not in the place where the accident occurred. Nuttaphong called me after this at 6 pm. It had been raining from morning. I almost ran to Vejthani hospital just after recieving the info. And… the condition of Nuttaphong is terrible. I’ve never heard him screaming in pain, this is the first time… the bone in between knee and foot is completely broken. Doctor gave him a plaster and probably gonna operate soon.
This accident has a deep impact as we are now on the verge of our graduation and has to start searching for his work within a very short time. I don’t know yet how much time it would take to get him recovered. What already happened can’t be altered but he has to get well soon… very soon.
I spend that day at Vejthani hospital- cabin no. 1305; where Nutthaphong is getting treatment. Doctor said he’s going to operate on tomorrow at 2 pm and 2 bags of blood should be available. Yes, we confirmed it. Suchao has came from ABAC and people kept coming. We were making fun as we know this accident should be faced with courage. Nothing gonna happen to Nuthhaphong and he’s gonna be okay within 84 days.
The Dean of Faculty of Law came and told not to worry about missing quizes and other academic activities. And hearing this I got more worried. I don’t trust this person.
11/24/07
I wanna be a guitarist but my amplifier ... (Fourth Week)
To A. Jasper
Yesterday, I had to watch my favourite band in my ipod player. My favourite band is
"X Japan" I watched it and play guitar too I'm excited about this band want to refrom that's up and going and pleased with the new layout. I update the journal with a good news about this so I invite my band to join with me like the past. They accept my idea but I had a problem with my guitar and my ampliflier. I see a 1972 Sunn Solarus (60W head, KT88/6550s by default, matches my 4x10") going on eBay with a starting bid of 36200 baht , nobody's bidding on it, and the poster writes "I turn it on and the tubes light up, but no sound comes out, sold 'as is'". My dad's a geek with a soldering iron, so I figure if its easy enough to fix, I'll just turn him loose on it. I ask the guy when it was last in working condition, he tells me "The previous owners said it worked when they had it. Could it be because I don't have any speakers hooked up to it?" I laugh and just don't say anything. I win it for $217 which is less than half of what its worth. So my maybe-broken ampliflier comes today. I throw it on my Sunn 4x10" and all the dimensions are perfect. Its adorable really. Turn it on, hit power, everything lights up, hit standby, I put the tubes out, and ask myself "What idiot put mismatched 6L6s in an amp designed for KT88s and sometimes friendly to EL34s?!" I didn't have any KT88/6550s on hand, but I had 2 pairs of EL34s and figured it was worth a shot. I get it running. Where's the sound? Oh, the reverb knob is controlling the volume, okay. So what controls the reverb? I wind up finding that the only 2 knobs doing anything are the volume and reverb knobs, and up all the way, I can sing over the bugger. I hit the midboost switch and it goes from practice amp quiet to "HELLO 4 BLOCK RADIUS HOW ARE YOU?!" My guess, some smart ass tried to turn the reverb knob into a master volume knob and fucked up. But since it can output loudly like that, the guts of the thing seem to be fine. I can't drag this beast around for a couple months while I recover from surgery anyway, so its worth the few hundred I saved to just repair it. Hopefully it'll wake up and go "Feed me a Super Reverb!"Has kind of a cool tone with the EL34s at its unusual low volume though. Sounds like later Earth. I checked out the sound samples and liked what I heard, but wanted some opinions from players. I think EHX makes the best stomp boxes around, but I was never particularly a fan of the Big Muff, loses too many frequencies for my taste, if I were playing stoner rock it'd be great though. This pedal is supposed to be kind of like a Marshall plexi in a box (has a pair of preamp tubes sticking out the top of it), my Traynor YCV50Blue is already designed to be more like a modernized-classic Marshall before you hit the booster, and I'm kind of curious of what it would be like to use a british style preamp/overdrive pedal with an already british sounding amp. Double 70s? The rock sound I've been developing with my new project has been sounding like an early 90s band trying to be a 70s one, so this might fit me perfect. If any of you own this or have tried it at a music store or something, I'd like opinions, especially on how it interacts with an amp that's already distorting. I don't think anybody in my area deals in EHX, I just know that being a Memory Man owner, they generally rule.
Yesterday, I had to watch my favourite band in my ipod player. My favourite band is
"X Japan" I watched it and play guitar too I'm excited about this band want to refrom that's up and going and pleased with the new layout. I update the journal with a good news about this so I invite my band to join with me like the past. They accept my idea but I had a problem with my guitar and my ampliflier. I see a 1972 Sunn Solarus (60W head, KT88/6550s by default, matches my 4x10") going on eBay with a starting bid of 36200 baht , nobody's bidding on it, and the poster writes "I turn it on and the tubes light up, but no sound comes out, sold 'as is'". My dad's a geek with a soldering iron, so I figure if its easy enough to fix, I'll just turn him loose on it. I ask the guy when it was last in working condition, he tells me "The previous owners said it worked when they had it. Could it be because I don't have any speakers hooked up to it?" I laugh and just don't say anything. I win it for $217 which is less than half of what its worth. So my maybe-broken ampliflier comes today. I throw it on my Sunn 4x10" and all the dimensions are perfect. Its adorable really. Turn it on, hit power, everything lights up, hit standby, I put the tubes out, and ask myself "What idiot put mismatched 6L6s in an amp designed for KT88s and sometimes friendly to EL34s?!" I didn't have any KT88/6550s on hand, but I had 2 pairs of EL34s and figured it was worth a shot. I get it running. Where's the sound? Oh, the reverb knob is controlling the volume, okay. So what controls the reverb? I wind up finding that the only 2 knobs doing anything are the volume and reverb knobs, and up all the way, I can sing over the bugger. I hit the midboost switch and it goes from practice amp quiet to "HELLO 4 BLOCK RADIUS HOW ARE YOU?!" My guess, some smart ass tried to turn the reverb knob into a master volume knob and fucked up. But since it can output loudly like that, the guts of the thing seem to be fine. I can't drag this beast around for a couple months while I recover from surgery anyway, so its worth the few hundred I saved to just repair it. Hopefully it'll wake up and go "Feed me a Super Reverb!"Has kind of a cool tone with the EL34s at its unusual low volume though. Sounds like later Earth. I checked out the sound samples and liked what I heard, but wanted some opinions from players. I think EHX makes the best stomp boxes around, but I was never particularly a fan of the Big Muff, loses too many frequencies for my taste, if I were playing stoner rock it'd be great though. This pedal is supposed to be kind of like a Marshall plexi in a box (has a pair of preamp tubes sticking out the top of it), my Traynor YCV50Blue is already designed to be more like a modernized-classic Marshall before you hit the booster, and I'm kind of curious of what it would be like to use a british style preamp/overdrive pedal with an already british sounding amp. Double 70s? The rock sound I've been developing with my new project has been sounding like an early 90s band trying to be a 70s one, so this might fit me perfect. If any of you own this or have tried it at a music store or something, I'd like opinions, especially on how it interacts with an amp that's already distorting. I don't think anybody in my area deals in EHX, I just know that being a Memory Man owner, they generally rule.
11/20/07
Crazy? (The Third Week)
To A. Jasper This week had many things to do like a past but the special is a time for waiting my girlfriend just finished!. I worried her because this week is her school sport day and she had to be a staff of this event. She came back home lately someday didn't came back home so I got angry when she told me like that but I felt good when I think that If I were her, I must stay to do own work because It's important period for a student in grade eleventh to show the best opinion , thinking , power and everythings that used to study in a high school. Everythings are show in a sport day. I felt good so I saw a movie that I had to bought it but I never had to saw and I saw this movie for waiting her phone call. This movie is "Love Story in Harvard". It's about portrays the dream and love pursued by foreign students studying in Harvard. It demonstrates bright, hard-working, and romantic characters and storylines. A young love story set at the famed Ivy League school in the United States. Kim Hyun Woo (Kim Rae Won), a 1st year law student at Harvard Law, enters into a rivalry with classmate Hong Jung Min (Lee Jung Jin) for the affections of beautiful medical student Lee Soo In (Kim Tae Hee). The two men are both from prestigious families, while Soo In is from a poor family. Can the trio resolve their romantic differences and chase their dreams at the same time. and the last of this movie Lee so In died because she had a cancer in her body and waiting for Kim Hyun Woo to say goodbye to her but He had an accident by a car of a local politician crash him because he be a lawyer and he had a problem with a local politician. The point of this movie is a time to died of an actor. He come to her with a body that had a blood for say goodbye her. It's beautiful picture and nice song and cover by a tears so It's a tragedy story that make me cried. When I finished movie, My girlfriend calling to me and ask me what's the matter with you? I said that no but I don't say goodbye to me. She confused me but I pretend to do that I just kidding. She didn't know that what I want to told her and I don't know why I had to said like this because of movie or real life? Why? I think of love too much or I'm crazy Why love is important for me but I felt good when I heard something from her is she love me too much. One word make me happy too. and now It's time for sleep so I hope you feel happy in tomorrow and thank you for read my blog.
Atipthai K. 4913984
Atipthai K. 4913984
11/10/07
The second week of second semester (Problems week)
To A. Jasper
Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you! Many problem come to me like a strom. This is second week of second semester but I must clear my problem. That problem is about find subject for adding. I had to adding thirteen credits but new grade I can add more so I find and had now seventeen credits or seven subjects. When I finished adding problem my guys told me that he had problem with my highschool gangster that I had to study and be a senior of them so I invited them to clear his problem. No beating No fighting but I don't know why I must help and be a middle person between my freind and my junior about a girl problem. The problem started from my friend his name is Donut (His name so cute and I wanna eat him!) He had to chatting with a girl who had ex-boyfriend is my junior. Donut is charming person or playboy He friendly with everyone but a girl he had extra friendly so her ex-boyfriend know that he wanna woo her. My junior asked for help from me for clear because Donut is my friend and My junior show respect to me in everytimes he saw me. I invited them and a girl to my home. I started to asked them like a referee. The summary of that problem stop by my treaten. The treaten is about Donut must stop woo her and My junior must said apoligize and comeback to clear with his ex girlfriend because love problem must stop by girl it isn't my friend and My junior mustn't did bad habit to my friend again. This problem teach me that I mustn't be a middle person again because It made me lose a time to do anythings! such as my hobby or no time to gave to my girl in my list too! ha ha ha In the same time of problems I had to told, I had a good news too! My grade of law subject I had B+ in Criminal law II. It's make me happy until now because I think that this subject I must get F but It's not and I had B in Principle legal profession so I had to show respect to my god soon because I had to pray for myself to get pass in Law subject and the god give me pass and make me clear a lot of my problems too. I don't know myself. I show respect a monk of buddism everytimes when I had time and pay donation in sometimes. I never had a brave heart to pray for myself because my religion teach me to think of other person first. but now I brave for pray myself and my god gave a power and good ideas for me. O.K. about a blog of this week just finished
Mr.Atipthai K. 4913984
Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you! Many problem come to me like a strom. This is second week of second semester but I must clear my problem. That problem is about find subject for adding. I had to adding thirteen credits but new grade I can add more so I find and had now seventeen credits or seven subjects. When I finished adding problem my guys told me that he had problem with my highschool gangster that I had to study and be a senior of them so I invited them to clear his problem. No beating No fighting but I don't know why I must help and be a middle person between my freind and my junior about a girl problem. The problem started from my friend his name is Donut (His name so cute and I wanna eat him!) He had to chatting with a girl who had ex-boyfriend is my junior. Donut is charming person or playboy He friendly with everyone but a girl he had extra friendly so her ex-boyfriend know that he wanna woo her. My junior asked for help from me for clear because Donut is my friend and My junior show respect to me in everytimes he saw me. I invited them and a girl to my home. I started to asked them like a referee. The summary of that problem stop by my treaten. The treaten is about Donut must stop woo her and My junior must said apoligize and comeback to clear with his ex girlfriend because love problem must stop by girl it isn't my friend and My junior mustn't did bad habit to my friend again. This problem teach me that I mustn't be a middle person again because It made me lose a time to do anythings! such as my hobby or no time to gave to my girl in my list too! ha ha ha In the same time of problems I had to told, I had a good news too! My grade of law subject I had B+ in Criminal law II. It's make me happy until now because I think that this subject I must get F but It's not and I had B in Principle legal profession so I had to show respect to my god soon because I had to pray for myself to get pass in Law subject and the god give me pass and make me clear a lot of my problems too. I don't know myself. I show respect a monk of buddism everytimes when I had time and pay donation in sometimes. I never had a brave heart to pray for myself because my religion teach me to think of other person first. but now I brave for pray myself and my god gave a power and good ideas for me. O.K. about a blog of this week just finished
Mr.Atipthai K. 4913984
11/3/07
Welcome back to ABAC student time!
To A. Jasper
Oh No! After last subject I had to exam was finished, I feel happy and think that I must spend a time (about 3 weeks) to did anythings i couldn't do such as I never go to alumni of my high school meeting , I never go to Pub & resterant I used to go before midterm and etc. but The most thing I never do when I had final exam is to do my housework and be a good child of my family. I think of them everytimes I felt down, when I get lose and bedore i had to exam! O.K. don't worry On my vacation I do everythings that I told you! and I cameback to my hometown for charging my power. I went to clean my bad pollution. Fresh air make me clear and make me had power to do anything in the future! I had a lot of activities I do a good habit or donation activities such as feed a fish in a fish area in a same time, I did a sin too! I fishing them and gave it to a cook for dinner in that day. Ha Ha Ha! The donation activities such as a son of my uncle started to be a monk of buddism and I standing to be a clerk to kept a money for this donation! Umm. In Thai tradition a new monk must have money to gave his temple and gave it to him but If someone didn't gave a money no one never serious. It isn't false! Everythings is O.K. I tried to practised a golf with my uncle because he's a golf professional name Pro. Kao(The namesake of his name for golf professional) I spend a time for drive it everyday so I think I want to have a golf competition for my experience and practised my skill too. and now the second semester are open now everythings make me confused. the time table must change when I know that English 2 I got "WP" I'm not worried that I had it but I worried that the English 2 section are time conflict with my major subject so I decided to deleted LA2203 Crinainal Law 3 to get section 883 of English 2 for study. next week I waiting for my major subject result. It's on next Tuesday. I had 2 subject to think that subject is Crimanal law 2 and Principal legal Profession. so I pray for my exam result everynight because It's important for me to stay alive in ABAC University. Welcome back to ABAC student time for me!. Father Mother God please bless me Please!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh No! After last subject I had to exam was finished, I feel happy and think that I must spend a time (about 3 weeks) to did anythings i couldn't do such as I never go to alumni of my high school meeting , I never go to Pub & resterant I used to go before midterm and etc. but The most thing I never do when I had final exam is to do my housework and be a good child of my family. I think of them everytimes I felt down, when I get lose and bedore i had to exam! O.K. don't worry On my vacation I do everythings that I told you! and I cameback to my hometown for charging my power. I went to clean my bad pollution. Fresh air make me clear and make me had power to do anything in the future! I had a lot of activities I do a good habit or donation activities such as feed a fish in a fish area in a same time, I did a sin too! I fishing them and gave it to a cook for dinner in that day. Ha Ha Ha! The donation activities such as a son of my uncle started to be a monk of buddism and I standing to be a clerk to kept a money for this donation! Umm. In Thai tradition a new monk must have money to gave his temple and gave it to him but If someone didn't gave a money no one never serious. It isn't false! Everythings is O.K. I tried to practised a golf with my uncle because he's a golf professional name Pro. Kao(The namesake of his name for golf professional) I spend a time for drive it everyday so I think I want to have a golf competition for my experience and practised my skill too. and now the second semester are open now everythings make me confused. the time table must change when I know that English 2 I got "WP" I'm not worried that I had it but I worried that the English 2 section are time conflict with my major subject so I decided to deleted LA2203 Crinainal Law 3 to get section 883 of English 2 for study. next week I waiting for my major subject result. It's on next Tuesday. I had 2 subject to think that subject is Crimanal law 2 and Principal legal Profession. so I pray for my exam result everynight because It's important for me to stay alive in ABAC University. Welcome back to ABAC student time for me!. Father Mother God please bless me Please!!!!!!!!!!!!
9/8/07
Everythings is too Fast!
To A Jasper
This week It's very important for me to clear a lot of journal of every subject. This term I add 5 subject for study. I had to rank the top five subject for read. Number five is Science and His environmental because This subject, I had eighteen from twenty five. First time I think that I must to drop for this subject but now It isn't. Number four is World Civilization because This subject, I had twenty from twenty five so I don't serious for this subject. Number three is Principle legal profession (how to be a lawyer) subject because This subject is major couse of school of law and It's hard for me because I don't know about the scope from teacher and then Number two is English II OMG! I want to tell something It's the first time for me to had low midterm score I must punished myself and improve in many way to have high score but writing and speaking is a weak point for me my equal grade are in D. I felt down but I'm nothing to lose so I must get fight like a crazy man in any way because I promise to my mom to improve my english skill If I pass It's very good for me but If It different I don't sad because I had to try to study more one hundred percent. and the one is Criminal Law II subject because It is major couse of school of law and It's hard for me like the number three because I don't know about the scope from teacher and In Criminal law I I got grade F because It's very hard It had five question for final question and I couldn't do that so I must pass this subject for save my G.P.A. to get out of probation. Every subject is important and the time is less than thirty days in this month Everything is so fast twenty four hours for a day no time for reading hey! What should I do? I can't escape for reading so I must crash It! and I should tell myself to control myself this is the last chance for me to reading and I had to spend more five hours to read per day and the last I don't know the future someday I can smile and have power for study and someday It isn't but I must do today and spend a time for read because everythings and everytimes is too fast!.
This week It's very important for me to clear a lot of journal of every subject. This term I add 5 subject for study. I had to rank the top five subject for read. Number five is Science and His environmental because This subject, I had eighteen from twenty five. First time I think that I must to drop for this subject but now It isn't. Number four is World Civilization because This subject, I had twenty from twenty five so I don't serious for this subject. Number three is Principle legal profession (how to be a lawyer) subject because This subject is major couse of school of law and It's hard for me because I don't know about the scope from teacher and then Number two is English II OMG! I want to tell something It's the first time for me to had low midterm score I must punished myself and improve in many way to have high score but writing and speaking is a weak point for me my equal grade are in D. I felt down but I'm nothing to lose so I must get fight like a crazy man in any way because I promise to my mom to improve my english skill If I pass It's very good for me but If It different I don't sad because I had to try to study more one hundred percent. and the one is Criminal Law II subject because It is major couse of school of law and It's hard for me like the number three because I don't know about the scope from teacher and In Criminal law I I got grade F because It's very hard It had five question for final question and I couldn't do that so I must pass this subject for save my G.P.A. to get out of probation. Every subject is important and the time is less than thirty days in this month Everything is so fast twenty four hours for a day no time for reading hey! What should I do? I can't escape for reading so I must crash It! and I should tell myself to control myself this is the last chance for me to reading and I had to spend more five hours to read per day and the last I don't know the future someday I can smile and have power for study and someday It isn't but I must do today and spend a time for read because everythings and everytimes is too fast!.
9/2/07
(Kinda) Beautiful Sunday
This is gonna a perfect day for everyone. No school, work, and everything.
I woke up kinda late in the morning, so I didn't go to the market place with my family. But I don't like going out for shopping like my mom and sister. They always go crazy with this activity.
I think I understand them because they don't even have time for relaxing. My mom always works every single day, and my sister has to study hard for her future. She wanna be a dentist so much. I dunno why but when she got back from the US, she said that's her ambition. But she plans for accounting as the second way, so she's not gonna be so disappointed if she couldn't get to her major. I bet she can do it so easy and it'd be really cool for my family.
Yesterday, we had lots of fun at Fashion Island. We went there for dinner as Late-Birthday Party. During waiting for the seat, my sister and I went to play game near the restaurant. My sister went crazy with car racing. She never touched the break in that game. She's so agressive driver. Until a guy who works there told her, "You'd better touch the break button." Then she wispered, "Who da hell he think he is??" after that she didn't obey him at all. Even though she lost, but she didn't mad at that, because she just wanna play. It's not real, right??
Then we had dinner. I couldn't believe my mom can eat so much. Then she joked around with my sister that she ate so much. Anyway, that's how it goes for my family. Just having fun!
After dinner we took some pictures. That's so sad that we didn't have cake for celebrating. My sister stopped begging for Birthday cake for 2 years (I mean, she didn't blow birthday cake for a while and then she left to the US, so it's about 2 years) But she asked me to go playing car racing again. This time we saw dad and son were playing game at the place we wanna play. We waited for a while cuz we thought that they're gonna stop soon. But after that game, he played like non-stop. My sister was really mad about that. Then we decided to play at another place. My sister had a problem with her turbo button and she complained about slow system of that game.
The funniest part was when my parents came and saw us playing game. My mom came and taught my sister. Because of without touching breaking button. She crashed every single thing. That's so funny. My mom worked as Cheerleader and teacher at the same time for my sister. My dad was laughing at my mom so much.
Then evenone but my mom wanna go Karaoke. We tried to get my mom there, but when she saw the place she stopped and turned back somewhere else because she said it's too dangerous to stay. She told me and my sister not to come there by ourselves because you'd never know what would happen to us over there. My sister said that she's never been there before and she never wanna come there either.
My mom was disappeared after that. She said she wanna go to the restroom. But I tried to reach her, she didn't answer me. I was so worried about her. Then my sister called her, she answered that she's in the store. So we headed to the store and looked for her. After that my mom and my sister left for shopping, but My dad and I went looking around the Mall. It's OK for me cuz I don't like shopping. When they're done, they called me and my dad to meet at the parking lot. They wanna go home~ That's it for yesterday.
When we got home, my sister was mad at the high heels that she wore. She said it's so uncomfy. I told her so many times that she doesn't have to try to be tall cuz her height is OK for Thai girl. Haha~
Oh! This time my mom and my sister love this crazy doll. The Donkey that can dance with the song. That's so funny. My sister always dance along with that doll and my mom looks at them and smiled.
That's all for this weekend.
I woke up kinda late in the morning, so I didn't go to the market place with my family. But I don't like going out for shopping like my mom and sister. They always go crazy with this activity.
I think I understand them because they don't even have time for relaxing. My mom always works every single day, and my sister has to study hard for her future. She wanna be a dentist so much. I dunno why but when she got back from the US, she said that's her ambition. But she plans for accounting as the second way, so she's not gonna be so disappointed if she couldn't get to her major. I bet she can do it so easy and it'd be really cool for my family.
Yesterday, we had lots of fun at Fashion Island. We went there for dinner as Late-Birthday Party. During waiting for the seat, my sister and I went to play game near the restaurant. My sister went crazy with car racing. She never touched the break in that game. She's so agressive driver. Until a guy who works there told her, "You'd better touch the break button." Then she wispered, "Who da hell he think he is??" after that she didn't obey him at all. Even though she lost, but she didn't mad at that, because she just wanna play. It's not real, right??
Then we had dinner. I couldn't believe my mom can eat so much. Then she joked around with my sister that she ate so much. Anyway, that's how it goes for my family. Just having fun!
After dinner we took some pictures. That's so sad that we didn't have cake for celebrating. My sister stopped begging for Birthday cake for 2 years (I mean, she didn't blow birthday cake for a while and then she left to the US, so it's about 2 years) But she asked me to go playing car racing again. This time we saw dad and son were playing game at the place we wanna play. We waited for a while cuz we thought that they're gonna stop soon. But after that game, he played like non-stop. My sister was really mad about that. Then we decided to play at another place. My sister had a problem with her turbo button and she complained about slow system of that game.
The funniest part was when my parents came and saw us playing game. My mom came and taught my sister. Because of without touching breaking button. She crashed every single thing. That's so funny. My mom worked as Cheerleader and teacher at the same time for my sister. My dad was laughing at my mom so much.
Then evenone but my mom wanna go Karaoke. We tried to get my mom there, but when she saw the place she stopped and turned back somewhere else because she said it's too dangerous to stay. She told me and my sister not to come there by ourselves because you'd never know what would happen to us over there. My sister said that she's never been there before and she never wanna come there either.
My mom was disappeared after that. She said she wanna go to the restroom. But I tried to reach her, she didn't answer me. I was so worried about her. Then my sister called her, she answered that she's in the store. So we headed to the store and looked for her. After that my mom and my sister left for shopping, but My dad and I went looking around the Mall. It's OK for me cuz I don't like shopping. When they're done, they called me and my dad to meet at the parking lot. They wanna go home~ That's it for yesterday.
When we got home, my sister was mad at the high heels that she wore. She said it's so uncomfy. I told her so many times that she doesn't have to try to be tall cuz her height is OK for Thai girl. Haha~
Oh! This time my mom and my sister love this crazy doll. The Donkey that can dance with the song. That's so funny. My sister always dance along with that doll and my mom looks at them and smiled.
That's all for this weekend.
8/26/07
Nightmare or Missing ?
To A Jasper
Last Night, I dreamed and I woke up because I had nightmare. I dreamed to my ex-girlfriend. The story is about I came back to the past in a period of time when i study in high school. I came to high school with my mom, brother and my sister like everyday. I wear senior high school uniform everything same the past but my hair was long hair like now. I walked into this school and everything are white. I felt shock when I saw my ex-girlfriend waiting for me and see her watch like everyday in the past. Her face look worried because she hurried to go to clean classroom number 510 and then she shouted and ran to me, catched my right arm and invited me to ran with her. When we arrived my classroom she ordered me to clean the blackboad infront classroom This day isn't my day to clean classroom so I said to her "NO". She said to me "You must do it now!". And she picked a bloom, mop and something behind her hands to me. I accepted her to clean because If I said "No" again, she must send somethings behind her beautiful hands. when I clean that room nearly to finished. She jumped in the way I clean room finish and picked a chock(like a pen to write at the blackboard) draw heart in my school uniform. I felt angry but I find the way to do like this so I picked a chock to tried to draw a pig on her skirt. She felt like me too so We made this room dirty again, draw blackboard and school uniform together. When we tired we stopped and sat together.She hug and kissed my left ear and said to me softly "I love you" and then she left me before she left she said "Waiting me in this room. I'll comeback to see you" and then I woke up and tired!. I don't know myself. She broke up me 2 years ago but I don't know why I missing her. I dreamed to her manytimes. I have new way of life and she had it too but why?
Can I get some advice about this? Teacher
Last Night, I dreamed and I woke up because I had nightmare. I dreamed to my ex-girlfriend. The story is about I came back to the past in a period of time when i study in high school. I came to high school with my mom, brother and my sister like everyday. I wear senior high school uniform everything same the past but my hair was long hair like now. I walked into this school and everything are white. I felt shock when I saw my ex-girlfriend waiting for me and see her watch like everyday in the past. Her face look worried because she hurried to go to clean classroom number 510 and then she shouted and ran to me, catched my right arm and invited me to ran with her. When we arrived my classroom she ordered me to clean the blackboad infront classroom This day isn't my day to clean classroom so I said to her "NO". She said to me "You must do it now!". And she picked a bloom, mop and something behind her hands to me. I accepted her to clean because If I said "No" again, she must send somethings behind her beautiful hands. when I clean that room nearly to finished. She jumped in the way I clean room finish and picked a chock(like a pen to write at the blackboard) draw heart in my school uniform. I felt angry but I find the way to do like this so I picked a chock to tried to draw a pig on her skirt. She felt like me too so We made this room dirty again, draw blackboard and school uniform together. When we tired we stopped and sat together.She hug and kissed my left ear and said to me softly "I love you" and then she left me before she left she said "Waiting me in this room. I'll comeback to see you" and then I woke up and tired!. I don't know myself. She broke up me 2 years ago but I don't know why I missing her. I dreamed to her manytimes. I have new way of life and she had it too but why?
Can I get some advice about this? Teacher
8/18/07
A Raisin in the Sun
To A Jasper
A Raisin in the Sun
The 1959 Broadway production of A Raisin in the Sun was a watershed in theatrical history. At a time when there was perceived to be no black Broadway audience, no commercial viability for serious black play, and no significant “crossover” white audience for a play about African Americans, the underdog Raisin achieved the impossible: an all-out commercial and critical success. Indeed, its theretofore unknown 29-year-old playwright won the Best Play of the Year Award from the New York Drama Critics, the first black author and only the fifth woman to do so.
In A Raisin in the Sun, Lorraine Hansberry paints an impressive group portrait of the Younger, a family composed of powerful individuals who are yet in many ways typical in their dreams and frustrations. There is Lena, or Mama, the widowed mother; her daughter Beneatha, a medical student: Baneatha’s brother Walter, a struggling chauffeur; and Walter’s wife, Ruth, and their young son. Crammed together in an airless apartment, the family dreams of better days. Walter longs unrealistically for riches and resents being under his mother’s thumb, while the intelligent and idealistic Beneatha searches for her own identity and that for her race. The family situation is brought to a crisis when Lena receives the first real money they have ever had: $10,000, the insurance payment on her husband’s life. The family finally has the means to buy a house of their own, but the dream proves difficult to achieve, as the first Walter’s rage over a lifetime of thwarted dreams, then the hostility of their new white neighbors, would seem to threaten the family’s security and even their self-respect.
In retrospect, Lorraine Hansberry seems to have been astoundingly prescient in highlighting the very issues that would soon leap into prominence in the ’60s and become central themes in the collective consciousness. Hansberry foresaw what in effect turned out to be a revolution in racial, sexual, and social thought: the reawakening of feminist thought after the conservative ’50s that inspired many women to make an active place for themselves outside of the home; the surge of African American pride, the “black is beautiful” ideal that would become so important in the ’60s; the increasingly confrontational scenes in the old battles over integration and equality of opportunity.
While A Raisin in the Sun is very much of its moment, it has also proven to be for all time; its relevance to modern life, its perpetual popularity, is attested to by the fact that it has continued over there and a half decades to be given important and innovative new productions. It has established itself as an American classic.
The 1959 Broadway production of A Raisin in the Sun was a watershed in theatrical history. At a time when there was perceived to be no black Broadway audience, no commercial viability for serious black play, and no significant “crossover” white audience for a play about African Americans, the underdog Raisin achieved the impossible: an all-out commercial and critical success. Indeed, its theretofore unknown 29-year-old playwright won the Best Play of the Year Award from the New York Drama Critics, the first black author and only the fifth woman to do so.
In A Raisin in the Sun, Lorraine Hansberry paints an impressive group portrait of the Younger, a family composed of powerful individuals who are yet in many ways typical in their dreams and frustrations. There is Lena, or Mama, the widowed mother; her daughter Beneatha, a medical student: Baneatha’s brother Walter, a struggling chauffeur; and Walter’s wife, Ruth, and their young son. Crammed together in an airless apartment, the family dreams of better days. Walter longs unrealistically for riches and resents being under his mother’s thumb, while the intelligent and idealistic Beneatha searches for her own identity and that for her race. The family situation is brought to a crisis when Lena receives the first real money they have ever had: $10,000, the insurance payment on her husband’s life. The family finally has the means to buy a house of their own, but the dream proves difficult to achieve, as the first Walter’s rage over a lifetime of thwarted dreams, then the hostility of their new white neighbors, would seem to threaten the family’s security and even their self-respect.
In retrospect, Lorraine Hansberry seems to have been astoundingly prescient in highlighting the very issues that would soon leap into prominence in the ’60s and become central themes in the collective consciousness. Hansberry foresaw what in effect turned out to be a revolution in racial, sexual, and social thought: the reawakening of feminist thought after the conservative ’50s that inspired many women to make an active place for themselves outside of the home; the surge of African American pride, the “black is beautiful” ideal that would become so important in the ’60s; the increasingly confrontational scenes in the old battles over integration and equality of opportunity.
While A Raisin in the Sun is very much of its moment, it has also proven to be for all time; its relevance to modern life, its perpetual popularity, is attested to by the fact that it has continued over there and a half decades to be given important and innovative new productions. It has established itself as an American classic.
8/5/07
For her future I can...
Today is Sunday. It's bad day for me to listen something from my girlfriend.
Because she wants to break up with me. She realized that I'm not good enough for her at all. Maybe she needs someone who can be with her anytime she wants,
Someone who can smile at her when she feels bad,
Someone who can say "It's ok." when she feels down,
Someone who can hold her hands when she needs to,
Someone who can say he loves her and he means it,
Someone who can die for her.
That's what she wants from that guy.
I felt like I can do it, but sometimes I can't. Maybe I can try. I don't know why I felt really dumb, but I don't want to lose her. I think I love her so much. She's everything that I want. I don't think I could find anyone who can be like her at all.
I'll try my best to change her mind even though it's going to be so hard for me.
Do you know what she said after she said that for 2 minutes??
"Just Kidding~ I'm still loving you even you're not going to love you at all."
What should I say with her? Gosh! I couldn't breathe really easy at the last 2 minutes when she said that thing. It made me feel so horrible. How could I stop loving her?? I told her million times that I love you, and I seriously mean it every single time.
Haa~But today wasn't that bad. I helped my sister reviewing for her Social test tomorrow. I'm hella good at that. I don't want to say it. She's bad at History, let me tell you. She hates it really bad. But when I started teaching her, she text someone on her cell phone. I really want to throw something to her or maybe smack her head really hard. What a crazy girl~
But it's getting better when she started writing short note. I wish I could write as typing as her. It's not like fast, but it's neat. Next time I would ask her to help me with English. Oh! I already asked her to read the new book that I just got, but she said "I'll do it later, OK?" Maybe I should pay her like 100 baht or take her out to lunch or dinner or something and ask her again for help. Ha-ha~
I'm getting so tired right now. I'm having my uncle over for dinner. He wants to meet my sister because she just got back from the US (it's like almost a month now) I don't know why my sister just helped the neighbor for English essay all the time. After she got done, she went outside. I followed her to my neighbor's house like 2 houses away from my house. They're having dinner. My neighbor made steam chicken. I came inside and had some. It's so good. Our dinner was great, too. Tons of food that my parents went to the market place and get lots of food. (Just for dinner??)
Well, I think I have to go now. I have to help my sister working on Social project. (I already told you that she's not good at that, right?) She's yelling at me now!! I have to go and help her unless she won't help me with new American Crime book at all.
Cheers,
Because she wants to break up with me. She realized that I'm not good enough for her at all. Maybe she needs someone who can be with her anytime she wants,
Someone who can smile at her when she feels bad,
Someone who can say "It's ok." when she feels down,
Someone who can hold her hands when she needs to,
Someone who can say he loves her and he means it,
Someone who can die for her.
That's what she wants from that guy.
I felt like I can do it, but sometimes I can't. Maybe I can try. I don't know why I felt really dumb, but I don't want to lose her. I think I love her so much. She's everything that I want. I don't think I could find anyone who can be like her at all.
I'll try my best to change her mind even though it's going to be so hard for me.
Do you know what she said after she said that for 2 minutes??
"Just Kidding~ I'm still loving you even you're not going to love you at all."
What should I say with her? Gosh! I couldn't breathe really easy at the last 2 minutes when she said that thing. It made me feel so horrible. How could I stop loving her?? I told her million times that I love you, and I seriously mean it every single time.
Haa~But today wasn't that bad. I helped my sister reviewing for her Social test tomorrow. I'm hella good at that. I don't want to say it. She's bad at History, let me tell you. She hates it really bad. But when I started teaching her, she text someone on her cell phone. I really want to throw something to her or maybe smack her head really hard. What a crazy girl~
But it's getting better when she started writing short note. I wish I could write as typing as her. It's not like fast, but it's neat. Next time I would ask her to help me with English. Oh! I already asked her to read the new book that I just got, but she said "I'll do it later, OK?" Maybe I should pay her like 100 baht or take her out to lunch or dinner or something and ask her again for help. Ha-ha~
I'm getting so tired right now. I'm having my uncle over for dinner. He wants to meet my sister because she just got back from the US (it's like almost a month now) I don't know why my sister just helped the neighbor for English essay all the time. After she got done, she went outside. I followed her to my neighbor's house like 2 houses away from my house. They're having dinner. My neighbor made steam chicken. I came inside and had some. It's so good. Our dinner was great, too. Tons of food that my parents went to the market place and get lots of food. (Just for dinner??)
Well, I think I have to go now. I have to help my sister working on Social project. (I already told you that she's not good at that, right?) She's yelling at me now!! I have to go and help her unless she won't help me with new American Crime book at all.
Cheers,
8/3/07
7/31/07
Fist time of my Diary I want to talk about Asian Cup
Good Afternoon, today I want to talk about Asian Cup Men's Soccer 2007. At last Iraq's Younis Khalef celebrates after hisside won the Asia Cup Iraq clinched their first Asian Cup victory with a 1-0 win over Saudi Arabia in Jakarta. Captain Younes Mahmoud planted in a towering header for the winner after Saudi keeper Yasser Al Mosailem flailed despairingly at a corner.
Al Mosailem had earlier kept his side alive with a fine double save from Younes Mahmoud and Nashat Akram. Iraq had an escape in stoppage time when Saudi striker Malek Maaz bounced a header on to the roof of the net. The final had been billed as a contest between the tournament's best attack in Saudi Arabia, against the tightest defence, but the Saudis much-vaunted strikeforce was kept well in check. In contrast, Iraq always looked dangerous on the break, with man-of-the-match Younes Mahmoud's pace a particular threat.
Younes Mahmoud gave a hint in the first half when he acrobatically connected with a cross to draw a save from Al Mosailem. Iraq's Karrar Jassim showed brilliant skills to trick his way past two defenders in a tight space, but his shot from a narrow angle was saved by the Saudi keeper.
Iraq keeper Noor Sabri Abbas was alert to produce a fine save to deny Taiseer Al Jassam on a rare Saudi raid.
But the Iraqis were sent into raptures on 72 minutes when the keeper flapped at a corner and Younes Mahmoud rose to plant in a header.
As the Saudis pushed for an equaliser, Iraq had several chances to kill off the game, but their failure almost returned to haunt them in stoppage time.
Iraq keeper Noor Sabri missed a cross and Malek Maaz's downward header bounced up and over the bar on to the roof of the net.
Iraq's Brazilian coach Jorvan Vieira worked under difficult conditions, including being forced to prepare the team outside of Iraq.
He said: "We all know the problems in Iraq but I have learned they are a fantastic people.
"We did not have much time so we had to work quickly. We sometimes fought, we sometimes argued but we got the work done.
"It was very difficult but I am very proud of these boys." Vieira announced he was standing down after the victory.
Al Mosailem had earlier kept his side alive with a fine double save from Younes Mahmoud and Nashat Akram. Iraq had an escape in stoppage time when Saudi striker Malek Maaz bounced a header on to the roof of the net. The final had been billed as a contest between the tournament's best attack in Saudi Arabia, against the tightest defence, but the Saudis much-vaunted strikeforce was kept well in check. In contrast, Iraq always looked dangerous on the break, with man-of-the-match Younes Mahmoud's pace a particular threat.
Younes Mahmoud gave a hint in the first half when he acrobatically connected with a cross to draw a save from Al Mosailem. Iraq's Karrar Jassim showed brilliant skills to trick his way past two defenders in a tight space, but his shot from a narrow angle was saved by the Saudi keeper.
Iraq keeper Noor Sabri Abbas was alert to produce a fine save to deny Taiseer Al Jassam on a rare Saudi raid.
But the Iraqis were sent into raptures on 72 minutes when the keeper flapped at a corner and Younes Mahmoud rose to plant in a header.
As the Saudis pushed for an equaliser, Iraq had several chances to kill off the game, but their failure almost returned to haunt them in stoppage time.
Iraq keeper Noor Sabri missed a cross and Malek Maaz's downward header bounced up and over the bar on to the roof of the net.
Iraq's Brazilian coach Jorvan Vieira worked under difficult conditions, including being forced to prepare the team outside of Iraq.
He said: "We all know the problems in Iraq but I have learned they are a fantastic people.
"We did not have much time so we had to work quickly. We sometimes fought, we sometimes argued but we got the work done.
"It was very difficult but I am very proud of these boys." Vieira announced he was standing down after the victory.
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