God You are waitng for me? I ready to see you

I lose ...
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I'm loser for another part but It's an important part of me.
My feet still walking
My head still thinking
My thumb still pushing
My style still be same
My family still do his work
My duty still do it

but I lose you in anyway

I can't control myself so just let me died!